We have been trying to treat my schizoaffective disorder for several months now, and I am not getting better. My family and friends want me to do inpatient care, but I am beyond fucking scared of hospitals. I am willing to go for them, but part of me thinks that I don't need to go. I am not a danger to myself or anyone around me. The inpatient care would be to figure out my meds. Any experiences or advice appreciated