I [33,F] have been going through a rough patch in all aspects of my life. I have a temporary job where I have maximum work load compared to anyone else in my team (since I'm also a junior) and I'm under constant scrutiny by my boss for any possible mistakes I may make. I have been trying to find a job in my area of interest, but have had no luck so far. With rejections piling up on top of another, I am losing my confidence about my abilities.

Recently, I had a vacation with my family where I got the vibe that they are all extremely unhappy with me, because I am not living up to their expectations. I actually felt extremely unwanted by all of them and after the vacation, they asked me to take up the responsibility of repaying an old loan. This is putting extra pressure on me to find a better paying job.

My relationship with my boyfriend [39,M] has been strained lately and I feel like I'm constantly trying to monitor my feelings so as not to step on his toes, so that we dont get in to more fights.

All of this makes me feel drained out. I have been seeing a therapist and also am on anti anxiety medication. But even then, I am constantly feeling overwhelmed and mentally tired. I feel as if I keep asking for help, but what I get is not enough.