So, since I was about 12 I've been trapped by this invisible cage of sadness. It restricts me in so many ways. I'm constantly going back and forth from really fucking sad to just complete emptiness. I'm already on medication but I can honestly say after trying so many and not feeling clear results really discourages me. My councilor says it's strongly influenced by my surroundings but even after moving out I still feel empty and sad. Nothing makes me happy and I lose interest in things really fast. I guess what I'm trying to say is how do I get out of this miserable loop??