I've been getting so easily enraged lately.

(I suffer from untreated ptsd, (SEVERE-like worst case)anxiety, depression and agoraphobia as well as medical conditions causing me pain. Rely on marijuana for a LOT of relief regardless of if doctors think it helps or not, it does).

I've been catching myself in these fits of rage over the smallest things. While driving, talking to my boyfriend, playing video games, talking on reddit even... The smallest things are just absolutely setting me off. I know I have a lot I'm dealing with but I feel like I've been pretty decent in life lately. I don't understand why I'm so easily agitated and why it's getting worse.

I spend a lot of my time online and at one point I was literally holding a fight on like 7 different websites in messages with people while playing online competitive games and tearing people apart on mic.

Reason would have me think something is wrong that I'm not understanding is upsetting me? I have a lot of small things I'm working through but for this anger to just have festered up... It's like I've never been heard my whole life and I almost see red and want to make people hear me.

Idk. Just thought I'd reach out and see if anyone has any clues.

Seeking a new therapist, insurance changes are fun. About to turn 26 and lose me great insurance as well so swap again in a few months...