Monday, January 15, 2018

am I delusional?

This does involve “ghosts” (probably in my head) but idk it’s kind of on my mind. But wherever I go, whatever I’m doing, doesn’t matter if I’m alone or in public, I always feel like there’s another intelligence with me. It doesn’t speak or communicate in any way, it doesn’t have any identification or anything. It doesn’t make me feel good or bad or scared, it doesn’t make me feel anything, it just feels like there’s a form of intelligence with me that even knows me personally and is attached to me. However, when I enter my room, the form of intelligence goes away and another one takes its place, but this one does bring on feelings. If I’m sad, I’ll feel like it’s judging my life, if I’m happy, it’s happy with me, but again, it doesn’t have any identification or means of communication but I still feel like I can talk to myself in my head and it’ll hear me. And speaking of talking to myself, when I do talk to myself myself and not the intelligence whatever, it feels like me talking to myself and the myself being talked to are two different beings yet still the same, as if me talking to myself is my ego talking to my consciousness or something. This has never negatively impacted me, in fact it hasn’t really impacted me at all in any way, I’ve just always lived with it, ever since I was little.

if you believe in this stuff, I did live in an old house that my whole family swears to god is haunted and I can agree with them. idk if I believe in ghosts or not but idk man(the house is still lived in by my grandparents and I still dread going there because of the terrible vibes I get from it but Idk if I’d put that blame on ghosts)

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