Hi all!

I’ve been debating on whether or not I should post this, but I am at a loss.

I have been suffering from anxiety and depression my entire life. I just started taking Zoloft a year ago and that seemed to help with the depression. I was then diagnosed with ADHD and put on Ritalin for it. That took away most of my anxiety and I was able to function. I had all A’s in my college classes. I was working full time. I had a ton of friends. And best of all, I felt free! But, things got complicated and my doctor took me off my Ritalin.

This is when things went downhill. My grades dropped dramatically. I couldn’t complete any homework. Once again, I could not function. I dropped out of a prestigious nursing school, I quit my job, and then made an impulse decision to move in with my boyfriend. Now, I am jobless and I have no friends. I sit in my apartment alone all day while my boyfriend works. My anxiety is so bad that I can’t even leave my apartment. I feel like I’m constantly being watched and I haven’t been outside in days. I am too anxious to even go to the doctor.. I am just lost.

I guess what I’m asking here is if anyone has any advice. How do I pick myself back up? What can be done to help this? Any help is greatly appreciated.