Not really sure when all of this came about.
Freshmen year and every year before that I had emotions. Freshmen year I was pretty anxious and shy. I think towards the end of the year is when my emotions started going away

not really feeling anything at all (no sadness, worry, excitement,etc) ex: not caring about my birthday or Christmas, no excitement about waking up early or opening up presents

Brief moments of anxious feeling or butterflies(as in attraction)

No desire to run cross country or track

No desire to shower or brush teeth( I made a New Years resolution to brush my teeth twice a day and have stuck with it)

Naturally crying at moments someone would be expected to cry such as sad scenes in a movie, but not feeling any emotion behind it. Like my mind knows it’s supposed to be sad but just isn’t

Caring about school and doing work because I know I should, not because I actually have any feelings about it

Laughing and feeling like I fit in but not sure if what I’m experiencing is actually happiness. I slip into a mood where I can laugh at jokes etc but if I consciously think about it it stops. Some conversations and days I can’t slip into and I find nothing funny