In the past two months, my motivation has gone on vacation. Despite the fact that I'm a student at a really good university, maintain good grades, have a job and play in a band on the side, most of it doesn't seem to matter to me. This really came to a head after a lot of self-reflection, when I realized how much I've actually fucked up. I sunk down the lowest I ever had, and didn't leave my apartment for four days. Couldn't even feel the motivation to feed myself properly.

How the hell do I get out of this?