I got terrible anhedonia from a drug/med called Bremelanotide. I am suicidal daily. Therapy does not and will not work for me.

There is nothing to look forward to in the day due to anhedonia. Ive never had anhedonia in my life.

Ive tried Ketamine treatments. In terms of meds ive tried stimulants-do not help. Im desperate.

Ive become very inactive and it feels like death. My cognition is already messed up.

I have an all-or-nothing mentality and if this anhedonia does not go away completely and I am not my old self again then I do not see the point in living my life. No amount of therapy will get me to change this. My issue is purely chemical induced. So as somebody who has lived their entire life up to this point without anhedonia, I do not want to learn to cope with a horrible disorder like this. Sorry.