Hi, i'm making this post because i want to understand what's happening to me, and i thought you guys might know. It started since young age and it's still happening. It's really hard to explain but simply put it's like i dont have control over myself. I'm constantly having disturbing thoughts and because of it i just have the urge to spit or push air out of my mouth and it's hard to control it. It's making my life a nightmare. It's been over a week since it got more agressive. Before that it was at least tolerable. This is the third time it got worse. If you guys have any clue i would appreciate it.