Monday, January 1, 2018

I can't take this anymore

I was diagnosed with ptsd and drug induced psychosis about three months ago.

I caught pneumonia two weeks ago and for some reason it triggered an episode of the same feeling I had when I was high. First episode too. I was sitting down and I saw a chair shake. This freaked me out and I immediately didn't have any control of my body. My head was throbbing and I felt a shooting pain and thought I was witnessing my own death.

While I had pneumonia I had dizzy spells and just yesterday it got really bad.

When I'm walking it feels like I'm on a boat and I see things move.

Today it's even worse and I'm bed ridden because of how much everything is spinning. Sadly I still feel the spinning while I'm laying down.

What could this be? Regardless this is overwhelming me

I've called a couple call lines to have some type of comfort. Being out and social brings on that same disconnected feeling I had when I was high.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated

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