I don't know what is going on with me right now. Let me start by saying that I am going through some pretty severe personal issues (marriage and legal) right now, so my stress level has been the highest they have ever been in my life for the last several months. However, the stress I can deal with.

What I am having problems with however is everything else that is going on. I am losing weight and not sleeping well. But the problems are what I am feeling. I have this constant feeling that someone is following me and I cant seem to even drive down the road without having to constantly look around and see who is watching me. When I drive I see people, kind of shadowy, walking on or beside the road, and when I get there they are gone. I see movement outside windows where I know there cant be any. I have started hearing music when I know there isn't any playing. I hear people talking about me. It is like I keep hearing my name in their conversations, but I cant make out what exactly they are talking about.

I know that these things are not real, but they are there none the less.

I just don't know how much longer I can deal with this as it is making me feel absolutely crazy.

I don't even know how to bring this up to a therapist or my family as I know it will sound like I am just making this up as an excuse for my current situation or that I am lying again. No one trusts me (with good reason) and I don't know who to even begin to talk to about this kind of stuff.