It isn't that I'm a doctor/nurse who regularly is around these things. It's just that sometimes people around me get injured and I feel nothing, but mainly, my mother has a disorder that puts her in a lot of pain and I don't care at all when I hear her practically screaming in pain, like, I've heard her screaming for help and I ignore it and pretend to be asleep. I don't like her much but not to some insane degree where I wouldn't be able to feel bad for her normally.