I have many things on my mind so I put them in one post, I hope it's not a problem.

1. I feel great pressure on my chest and have problems breathing. It's as if somebody put a brick or two on my chest.
2. I'm feeling OK for some time and then, at any time, I start feeling like lying down and doing nothing because everything feels pointless.
3. I feel like I can never be myself. Nearly whatever I do I feel like I'm not doing of my free will. I only feel like myself when I'm depressed.
4. I have problems describing/understanding emotions. E.g. When somebody asks me how am I feeling I can't answer because I don't know how am I feeling; so I just say "fine".

I'd be glad if you could help me with these "problems".

I'm sorry if this post bothered anyone.