I've always wanted to sing since I was young. I sing on the walk to work everyday and I've had multiple friends tell me I'm good after playing party games(rock band) but when I tell myself I will get serious about it there is this voice that tells me everyone is pitying me and I'm the worst. I'm constantly stuck between the thoughts that I have what it takes and that I'm awful and should give up now, I have a fancy microphone I haven't touched in over a year. What do I do? I've been having crazy anxiety over it