I'm going through a lot right now. I'm depressed anxious and alone, which is very dangerous. I need like i dont deserve to be here. I feel like i'm just taking up space and bothering others. the fact that I make others lives miserable, kills me. I'm always sick all the time, My hair is falling out, I talk way too much and a lot more.. anyways, I have body dysmorphia, I dont eat much, I have ADD which im taking meds for which fuck up my body even more. I'm very disconnected with my body, even right now as i type this.. i feel as if im not actually here.. I may end it