I always felt like I have something about me that can ward people away. I walk past someone doing charity in the street and people never approach me. Nobody wants to talk to me. How am I ever going to find more friends or have a relationship is people are uncomfortable around me. I blame my own body language. I don't want people to be afraid of me I want to be happy with other people. I don't mind people wanting polite conversation with me. I get anxious and I make other people anxious as well. Feels like I was supposed to be a introverted hermit but I want to be like other people.