I've been to the hospital before. The nurse told me to take more walks in parks and referred me to a day program they never called me for.

Since Christmas, my mental health has been very bad. I've been suicidal, anxious, depressed, all that stuff. This week I've been non-functional in a lot of ways. I'm thinking of going to the hospital again, and I think I want to stay in inpatient because I literally don't know what to do anymore. Right now I'm pretty lucid, but literally, anything can set me off.

But I'm worried I'm being stupid, that they'll send me home again. Right this second I'm not suicidal, and even when I am I don't know if I'd do it because I don't want to hurt my family. Maybe I shouldn't go and I should just keep trying to figure out medication. I don't know, I just want help.

*edit: why is this flagged as an announcement???