As the title says, I finally opened up about my mental health and have started on the pathway to some sort of redemption. After an incident on Friday which left me in a bad place, after ages of things slowly getting worse (Diagnosed with Crohn's and am stuck with it for life). I decided/got pushed with the help of a friend to get help. Seen a doctor today and am planning to try and sort out stuff.

I honestly don't know how to feel. I guess things will get better. I just hope I can prove to my friends that I am better than this atm.

I just want to thank the people of this subreddit for coming forward with your stories and proving that there is hope. I hope things go well. Even if it still doesn't feel like that atm.