everytime i have something in my hand,like,scissors,pen,knife,or any thing that could destroy something,i'v always find myself wanting to destroy stuff,whatever that thing is,including people,sometimes. its sucks bcz if i didnt find anything to be wrecked,i'd feel irritated and angry all of a sudden,and its really affect me in my daily life,and it makes my mood swings even worse(i have BPD). and well,if i do find something to be destroy........it never end well. can you guys help me with this one?