Im annoyed and anxious even right now that I may not disclose enough info for you to be able to help me.

School gives some order to my life, I go in, write, go home and I feel like theres more order.

Now I havent been in school for 2 days due to sickness and Im fucking bored. I can't do any shit that keeps me focused. I keep listening to music, lookign at tabs, hard to focus etc. Nothing helps. I feel like there is no fking order, dont know what to do, bored.

I had this for a very long time. Last summer it was this and I was depressed and it drove me wrong. I guess I learned to manage it. Nowadays I can somewhat focus. Last week I was obsessed about something for days. I also get this that one day I feel all good, everyone likes me, I have good jokes, other days Im fking tired. I even get bored in breaks between classes. Last week I could study but now, today I couldn't get done anything. I dont even know what the fuck task I should get done. How do I focus.

Sorry for swearing please help