I have a consistent feeling of every thing just being...so boring and repetitive. It makes things feel pointless. I lose interest in things I previously loved. I don't even feel alive.

I'm going to a therapist due to still living in an abusive household(I'm 14) but I can't go too in depth with these things, since she's required to tell my parents if I'm suicidal or anything. And I don't want her to interpret my "boredom with existence" as "I want to end my life."

Is there anything I can do to just...make everything a little more interesting? More enjoyable?