Hi, new on here so apologies if I say things wrong. I have a deep desire to die. It's not a morbid thing, it's just a belief that it's the right thing to do. I believe in reincarnation, you keep returning to this world to learn new things until you've learnt everything then become a guardian angel to support another person through their lives. This particular life is completely cocked up, no way to turn it around in my view. The trouble is I don't have the guts to end it and start again. I've tried enough times but they were pathetic attempts so I can't even get that right. So I just spend my life wishing for the end and beating myself up for not succeeding. How do you get out of that vicious circle? Any useful advice appreciated, thanks.