Can someone please help me? My mom wants to talk to me. It's going to be the same invalidating bullshit I've had to deal with for years. I know, she's my mom, and I should love her, I don't mean to be insolent. I don't want to go through this again... I need someone sane to talk to. I don't mean to say bad things about my mom. I can't take it though. The, are you taking meds, blah lbalh...this is a symptom that is a symptom...it's because of this and that...my mom's a doctor, but not a psychiatrist and she thinks that makes her and expert (but she knows nothing...I know more about it than she does) and she'll tell me all sorts of things all the while not really addressing my feelings, and I'll stand there powerless and scared she's going to throw me in the hospital, or force me to stay here even though I'm not really sick. I can't talk to her about anything, it always comes back to meds and illness. I don't want to talk to her. I'm just going to stay here until she goes to bed... hopefully she won't bother me.

I don't want to talk to her. What do I do? It's a chain reaction. I shouldn't have raged down here. Now I'm screwed.

Edit: It was actually okay this time. No controlling and no invalidation, for once, thankfully. A few stern words, what I should do, but that's okay.