Why I change many times? I mean, there's time i'm a different person, like my mindset changing. I can't explain this but it happens all the time. Like when I changed, I recognised the other me is different person or unconscious. This is not like DID where I got amnesia. This is different.

And maybe this is sounds weird and has nothing to do with this post, but if I'm dreaming right now, I demand to woke up!