Throw away account. My husband tells me often that living is miserable and that the only reason he hasn't killed himself os because he doesn't want to leave me all alone. I've tried to get him help, but he doesn't trust doctors and doesn't seem able/willing(?) To try to make changes to improve his mental health and seems resigned to just "being this way" or blames external circumstances for his pain. I love him very much, he is my best friend and this is so painful to watch. I feel so helpless and it wears on me and I find myself feeling depressed on days when he confides in me.

Has anyone been through a situation like this? Is there any light at the end of the tunnel? What can I do to support my husband?