So I came here for awnsers not to be judged. So everybody who knows me thinks I’m a normal person that nothings wrong with me but I think something happened. So about last year I took a bunch of antidepressants cause I was bored and had nothing else to do and had to go to the hospital because of an overdose. Then later next month I took 3 tabs of lsd and I think it did something to my brain like my brain had enough. I feel like I’m still not the same for that trip also from when I od on antidepressants I didn’t feel the same either. My impulsive side is more powerful now like it is hard for me to hold them back like when I used to life with my family we had a dog and i would abuse it and do it just cause and feel nothing when I would do it. I have feelings but I can dull them when I do bad things. I used to go to a private school in my childhood but I had to leave when I threw a rock at a kid. My friends see me as normal but I’m acting when I’m around them normally my friends think I have a lazy attitude and that everything is boring for me. Does anyone know what this is I’m intrigued to know?