Cannot fucking get it out of my head. It's 3am and all I can think about is how nothing matters because I'm gonna be dead one day! Doesn't matter at all because when I stop existing I won't have memories to look back on! Literally nothing matters! Doesn't even matter if I try and make the best of things because one day I just WONT EXIST! NONE OF IT MATTEEEEERRRRRSSSSS! The impact I make on the world doesn't matter because I won't be around to see it. Time might end completely when I die and I cannot control it. It's like a tiny person is marching around my brain, banging pots and pans together and screaming 'ITS ALL POINTLESS! THIS IS TERRIBLE!'