I don't know what to say to help you with my question. I've been feeling tired and frustrated. I feel ugly, and horrible. I just want to lay in my bed and disappear from everyone. I always imagine myself in a better life. I feel like I am wasting my youth away. I want to die so I don't have to deal with anything. There's just too much responsibility for being a person. I don't know, and I don't understand. I really just, don't know. I've tried to overdose before, but it didn't work out, and I just treated the days after that like normal. I feel like I have no friends, I feel uncomfortable, I really don't know. I just, don't know.