Hi reddit, I wasn't really sure where to post this, but maybe someone can help.

I have diagnosed OCD, and a history of depression, seasonal affective disorder, and i guess an eating disorder? Anyways, my question is if anyone else avoids eating?

I don't do it everyday, but eating is really hard. The idea of chewing and swallowing is unpleasant. I feel hungry, but I'll just push it aside cause it's easier than getting food down. When I do eat i have an unbelievably small appetite. I'll eat just fine for a few days and then a wave of nausea/food avoidance hits and I eat next to nothing (mostly just forcing food down when my stomach hurts too much to ignore it) Umm... I just don't really know what to do about it.

Thanks.