Hi, I’m not sure if this is the right place.

Basically I have been working in the same place for 6 months and for the past 2-3 months I’ve been dreading going to work. I’ve been having suicidal thoughts throughout that time and I was recently diagnosed with panic disorder. I’ve just started seeing a therapist.

I really want to quit work but I feel like it’s letting the panic disorder win. I’m also worried about money if I do quit since I have no idea when I’d get my next job. I have a lot of medical appointments and I get particularly anxious about the fact that these can’t be done outside work hours so I have to take time off work for them. Can anyone help me with this please?