So the last time this happened was a few days ago I've decided to finally act on it. This usually happens in the middle of the night in which I will wake up and suddenly be full of mainly anger sadness with a sprinkle of basically every other emotion possible. I will toss and turn because I'm also full of so much literal energy, this makes me feel invincible and helpless at the same time. Though the thing is that it will always because of a random reason. The most recent one was because my mind decided to implant the thought that the girl I like basically brushed me off and is now with a nicer looking, better built, and in general better man, I'm just a loser that wasn't wanted by her or anybody else. This is all not true since it never happened so what is going on? Fortunately it hasn't occurred often (don't know about back then but now it's ~ every few months - the number of times it happens has GREATLY decreased during recent times). I have OCD but can't find anything relating with it and the closest thing I could find is Bipolar...though I highly doubt it's that because 99% of the time I'm fine and patient. I know this is long but I'm extremely curious, thanks! P.s. I don't take any medication, don't do drugs, drink, smoke, or anything like that. If that helps