For starters, I've exhausted all of the usual resources. I take my meds every day and I've been going to therapy for almost 10 years every week like clock work. I've been to the support groups, and they don't seem to really be for me.

My issue is, I've always been hyper focused on being able to work. I have plenty of money because my parents are rich. I just feel like an asshole living life for free.

Today, I came to the realization that I'll probably never be stable enough to work. So now that my day isn't taken up by seeking answers to impossible questions I don't know what the hell to do with myself.

I haven't focused on anything other than trying to be a functioning member of the economy for 10 years. I'm wracking my brain for a new purpose in life. The best I've come up with is "Do what you feel like doing and just live in the moment". Well now I'm watching the Sopranos and I can't pay attention because I feel like I'm wasting my time.

I would like some advice. My gut feeling is that my therapist is a dip shit because I've been seeing him for almost a decade and I'm still miserable.