I have no idea what the hell is wrong with me. Im 19 years old and this summer i started to experiment with psychadelic drugs such a lsd and shrooms. I was previously diagnosed with depression and ocd, but for the most part i was mentally stable before doing these drugs. One day, after my 7th or 8th time doing them, something just felt incredibly off. My ability to conduct internal speech was gone. GONE. When I tried to think of a word, it would come out stuttered and garbled. This has continued to persist for 4 months. Oddly enough, I can sort of read, even though i encounter stuttered and garbled words when reading to. When I was depressed, i thought that was bad, but this new disorder pales in comparison. I'm questioning my sanity. I dont think I could make this shit up for four months. This thought problem has made me a hermit: I can;t spend time with friends and i can barely make it through the day without wanting to bash my brains in. Does anyone have any advice as to what i should do or is the situation I'm in fubar?