Hello, first off i’ve got adhd just so you know Second off 3 years ago my best friend/sort of little brother died in a plane crash, my parents divorced and some other bullcrap ^ Thought it might matter in this case

Okey so lets get to the topic, When all these events happened i was only sad for about a week after and after that i was (kinda) back to normal not fully recovered ofcourse but just alright. I think it’s kind of weird how the plane crash never affected me that heavily since my family was affected more while i was (except for my mother) the one closest to the family we lost. I see this as a good thing tho. But i find it weird how things like this are not heavily affecting me while i often get sad for no reason at all. I have good moods empty moods and sad moods. Im usually in a sad mood when im tired (and sometimes just randomly) and the empty mood just occurs some days and it stays this mood doesnt bother me. And happy mood is just rest of the time. Dont get me wrong in the sad mood im still laughing with friends its just that when im not, im sad. I am not depressed or anything like that im happy with my life but im just wondering if there’s something not working how its supposed to in my emotional system. Any advice? Oh and btw im 17 years old so could this have to do with puberty.

Should i post this on another subreddit?