I know this question is kinda one sided, and it doesn't really make sense, but in my relationship so far with my wife, I've lied a lot. I'm trying to discover all the things I could've possibly lied about to get the truth out to her. She deserves it, after all, especially considering we both want this relationship to prosper.

I've lied to her about the amount of people I've slept with, with how much inappropriate videos (porn) I've watched, about how many times I've played with myself, and on anything else, I've been nothing but drawing blanks.

I feel like there's more, I do, but I don't know how to get it out. We've resolved and moved past most of these, all in a little over a week, but due to how I am as a person, it's incredibly hard for me to acknowledge how much of a bad person I have been. I have a really hard time with the feeling of guilt, if how I treated my wife these past 3 years.

It drove me to a small breakdown and I gave myself a small cut on my forearm.