But I think that was wishful thinking.

I can’t tell if my recent wait loss is thanks to a healthier vegetarian diet, depression or an eating disorder. Suffered from EDNOS for a few years until I “shut that shit down” to deal with partners mothers death. Developed some mild or serious depression in the last year or so and been a vegetarian for 8 months. I think I’m deluding myself, 2018 is not my year.