I’ve finally found a courage to tell someone about how i feel, I’ve been going to a school psychologist for couple weeks now and she makes me feel like im an attention seeker, i said i feel depressed etc and she said „but you look happy i saw you talking with x and you were laughing” she says these stuff all the time and just seems like she genuenly doesnt give a flying fuck about me.. i cant go to a normal psychologist because i would need her or my family doctor to find one for me and she thinks its not nessecary, and i cant pay 150 for 5 min doc appoitment rn.. what the hell do i do i feel even worse than when i didnt tell anyone about how i feel:(