Why don't I feel emotions anymore? I'm a sophomore in high school and for about 1-2 years i've just slowly started feeling less and less. Without being too detailed I think it started about the time i had some issues with some semi-traumatic events, but I've mostly moved past those and in my mind, it shouldn't still be affecting me. I've been aware of this being an issue but it's really hit me tonight: I had a suicide with a friend and couldnt make myself be genuinely invested. A couple years ago a different friend had a much less real and much more drama-filled suicide scare and I sobbed for about two hours before getting confirmation that he was fine. I'm diagnosed for depression and taking medication for it, so why do I still not care about anything? I don't currently have a therapist or I'd be discussing it with them, so can anyone point me in the right direction? TL;DR: I can't be happy or sad and I dont know why