I am 23 year old female in CA and I was on Prozac 40mg for 2 years. I stopped taking Prozac because it was making me suicidal. I went up to 60mg and it made it worse so i tapered off of it with my doctors help.

Before being on Prozac I was depressed and so angry. My anger is always directed at myself and I take this out by punching and slapping my body. I haven’t done this or felt this way in so long but tonight it happened. I don’t know why I get angry but sometimes as soon as I’m alone I hurt myself, cry a little bit, say extremely negative things about myself and then the feeling goes away. Why does this happen? How do I stop this? I know it’s not productive and I know I’m a good person.

Please help me understand