Ok so like my emotions and my everything basically are all over the place. One day I’ll be “depressed” and be making a whole plan of all the things I need to buy so I can cut safely and be able to hide them and then the next day I’m like “wtf you idiot nothing is wrong with you.” Like it feels like there are pieces of me fractured and only certain parts can come out at a time (that might be because of “childhood abonamento issues”, if I actually have those). I don’t know how to explain what I feel (and what I dont) and I just really want to know if there is actually something wrong with me or if I’m just being an attention whore...