I never got to live with my mother until June,2017. Before moving in with her I used to be sad all of the time. All of the stress of a tough upbringing, narcissists father and bully step-mom left me destroyed. I was unable to smile, socialize and even get a date. I am 25 years old.

After I started living with my mom my life started to stabilize. My stress levels plummeted. I starting smiling at people at work, gym, and on the streets. I forgot about all of the times my father hit my stepmom and me. Everything was "alright" but then my sister got pregnant by some illegal deadbeat. My mom's best idea was to let my sister's boyfriend move in with us. Long story short, I got home from the library and saw two patrols. Two police officers were standing at the front door. My mom had to call the cops because my sister and her boyfriend got into an argument.

After that day I started to feel just like I used to feel before I started living with my mother. I am feeling anxious, depress, and very angry. All of those memories of childhood abuse came back. I threatened my mom with killing myself. She is trying to kick the couple out now. My new year resolution is to crawl back to "normal."

I am open for advice. Thank you!!!