My body just shut down and I don't know why
I couldn't move really. Not because anything was paralizing me but because it took to much effort. To much motivation. It's not worth it to move. My legs get heavy and it feels like I'm physically paralyzed even though I know I'm not. I know it's mental because it usually happens when I don't want to do something. It hurts to make myself move. I just want to lay still. When I feel well and want something I can move fine but when I'm called on for chores or I'm having a really bad day mentally everything weighs a ton and I can't make myself speak even though nothing's holding me back.
Does anyone know what this is? I have diagnosed OCD, I'm not diagnosed for depression but it's pretty blatently obvious I have it, and it's possible I may have ADD but that's just a possibility, I haven't been diagnosed on that.
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