I'm 21 going on 22 and for some reason I just really don't cope well with time progressing. I'm constantly looking back selectively at points in the past, points that made me happy: certain childhood memories etc. I don't want to let go of them and move on with my life. I feel as though I'm doomed to spend my life pursuing anything I can possibly recover of those happy feelings despite the fact that those moments are already behind me.