Anyone else with depression feel comforted or relived or- I don’t know how to explain it exactly- but somehow feel better when they’re physically sick? I literally just have a stomach ache and I’m sitting here like “ah an outward sign of how sick I am, finally.”

I hate this, I’m in therapy, taking Prozac and vitamin D, I’m exercising and I’m just trying my hardest and it never feels worth the effort. I’m tired you guys. I’m gonna keep trying because I have to and all that but everyday when I’m getting ready to leave for therapy I’d rather just not.